Hurt

This is not my writing, but this is a song i closely relate to


I hurt myself today 
To see if I still feel 
I focus on the pain 
The only thing that's real 
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting 
Try to kill it all away 
But I remember everything 

[Chorus:]
What have I become 
My sweetest friend 
Everyone I know goes away 
In the end 
And you could have it all 
My empire of dirt 
I will let you down 
I will make you hurt 

I wear this crown of thorns 
Upon my liar's chair 
Full of broken thoughts 
I cannot repair 
Beneath the stains of time 
The feelings disappear 
You are someone else 
I am still right here 

[Chorus:]
What have I become 
My sweetest friend 
Everyone I know goes away 
In the end 
And you could have it all 
My empire of dirt 
I will let you down 
I will make you hurt 

If I could start again 
A million miles away 
I would keep myself 
I would find a way

Raining Tears

Lonely yet broken

oh so beautifully broken am I

my tears come down

like rain from the sky

its a shame you had to leave

you said you must go

but oh how i miss you so

Beautifully broken and weeping inside

i cannot help but cry

tears that fall like rain

slowly drain away the pain

lonely soul

I always manage to screw things up

Why are you still there

You should be long gone

like everyone else

gone far away

longing for a friend

a lover, one whose gentle

one who loves my soul

lonely broken soul

longing for its home

maybe someday it’ll be whole

longing for my one true love

Hiding Away

Everything’s my fault

Or so you say

Have you ever thought of how I feel each day

I’m broken, I’m weak

But you don’t seem to care

I’d give my life for you

But you wouldn’t do the same

I’m so tired of playing this game

I’m so broken down inside

I just want to hide

But do you care? no

You just sit there and watch my despair

End of the Broken

Broken down for the last time

Can't help but want to cry

Cant hide this pain

Let the tears fall

Eyes no longer dry

Cause I can't hide

This pain deep inside