Monday, October 13, 2014

Voices

I hear voices in my mind
They talk to me all the time
Bad thoughts,  hard times,
They scream at me your not fine
Think what you want but your not fine,  your broken beyond belief inside,  your shattered heart and broken mind make you not fine
I hear voices in my mind
I hear them all the time
When its dark, when its light,
I hear them all the time. 

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Scars

scars show my past
darkness is my life
shortness of breath
i can't fight 
the pain i feel
the demons in my mind
Anger in my eyes
hate fills the skies
tears fall like raindrops
they pour from my eyes

Good enough

what does it mean to be good enough
i can never tell
you don't know me and you never will
you don't know whats on  my heart, whats on my mind,
you don't even care i have to fight
the demons on my heart, the demons on my mind
i'm so alone all i can do is cry
yes i am weak, never have i been strong.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Finally Free

I'm not perfect

Never claimed to be

i wish you could see the real me

i'm broken down

losing faith

i can't escape

the broken past

shattered like glass

i'm not the same me i used to be

i'm more  broken than you see

i'm more torn than complete

i'm finally free

i'm broken beyond repair

filled with so much despair

I'm beyond help

Why do you even care

So broken down inside

All i want to do is cry 

i'm not the same me i used to be

i'm more  broken than you see

i'm more torn than complete

i'm finally free

Broken

A broken past

A shattered heart

I wish we didn't have to part


Shattered life

Broken soul

why oh why did you have to go


your on my heart,

on my mind

i think about you all the time

never going to forget

how you made me feel

how you loved me like no one else could

 
forgetting the past is hard

the hardest thing yet

but i know the future is so bright

because you are my friend.

Hate

nothing i do is good enough for you,

you say you love me but i doubt you do,

all you do is say nothing but hate.

hate fills my heart,

hate fills my mind,

and you wonder why i'm depressed all the time.

broken heart,

shattered life,

maybe you'll help me next time i cry

what happens when i'm gone

maybe i can tell

you'll be a lot happier

and i will be as well